oh myyyyyyyyyyy.
I wish I could say what's been on my internet history ;)
you'll know soon enough.
I'm so happy.

I'm excited for so many movies.
zombieland next weekend with my favorite people



<3

Tell me how you've been,
Tell what you've seen,
Tell me that you'd like to see me too.

'cause my heart is full of no blood,
My cup is full of no love,
Couldn't take another sip even if I wanted.

But it's not too late,
Not too late for love.

My lungs are out of air,
Yours are holding smoke,
And it's been like that for so long.

I've seen people try to change,
And I know it isn't easy,
But nothin' worth the time ever is.

And it's not too late,
It's not too late for love,
For love,
For love,
For love.

if your love is the flower and music is the honey, your song is sunshine.

wow absolutely no one uses livejournal anymore.

9/16/09

worst day of my life.
I miss him so much.

pregnancy has done amazing things to my hair.
I have it down to boob length :)

problem: our good is so AMAZING, it makes the little bad things seem much worse. I know everything will be fine. If the worst thing we have to worry about between us is keeping the apartment, I'm okay with it.

badges and badges is such a good song. I still don't like most of manchester's new album thoughhh.
so stoked to see them again in october with brand nnnneeeewww.
winsauce.

my eyes are grey.

so in the 2 hours of sleep I got this morning, I had a dream that China bombed the U.S. with some neurological gas that killed about five minutes after inhalation. I had aiden with me and I was still preggers, but no one else was home, and my phone was shut off. For some reason I knew aiden and I were going to die so we just sat on the floor in his room and played with his toys until we just slumped over and died. I woke up and cried like it was the saddest dream I've ever had, though it was definitely not. The worst part I think is imagining the end of the world without everyone I love. Like not saying I love you to Ian and my mom before we all died would fucking suck. I'm such a sap right now:( Definitely made me appreciate my rough (and mostly shitty) life so much more. I have the most wonderful people to love. it makes me like the luckiest broad.
for reaaaallllllllll, Joseph Ian Herrera, I'm way stoked to have the love of my life at such a young age. And I don't give a fuck if people judge me for being a mom, in fact I feel sorry for them. my little family makes me feel so complete, I would really hate to just live selfishly.
such a big ol gay right now but ian, aiden and logan have my fucking heart.

aiden is going on about petting llamas hahaha.
<3 like wwhhhooaaa.
China better leave us alone though.

delete delete delete
I really don't give a f f f f f f f f f u u u u u u u cc cc c c c k k about you.
its a wonderful relief.
:]]



Please take me by the hand
It's so cold out tonight
I'll put blankets on the bed
I won't turn out the light
Just don't forget to think about me
And I won't forget you
I'll write you once a week she said
Why does it feel the same
To fall in love or break it off
And if young love is just a game
Then I must have missed the kick off
Don't depend on me to ever follow through on anything
But I'd go through hell for you and
I haven't been this scared in a long time
And I'm so unprepared so here's your valentine Bouquet of clumsy words, a simple melody
This world's an ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me
I'll think about the time
She kissed me after class
She put up with my friends
I acted like an ass
I'd ditch my lecture to watch the girls play soccer
Is my picture still hanging in her locker?

I'm looking in on the good life i might be doomed never to find
Without a trust or flaming fields am i too dumb to refine
And if you'd 'a took to me like
Well i'd a danced like the queen of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared wel

so stoked on brand new/manchester orchestra show.
makes me feel a little better about missing blink. only just a liiiiiiittle better though.
sketchy people seem to be gathering around town and its making me lol.
logan is beating me uppppppp

Logan Awesome Herrera
he better not be a freaking christmas baby.

hahahahaha
like i need anymore reasons to move
austin texas with my man in a year yes please

I want a bath tub swing.
I would also love to move away from Tucson, to get away from all these fucking people that don't deserve to be in or around my life.
I want to start over with my man.

I really hate Green Day's new music. I thought it couldn't get worse after American Idiot.
bum out.
I miss the days of Dookie :(
pointless lj hahahaha

there's so much on my mind.
my tummy is cute and I want it to be a girl.
we aren't perfect by any means but I will remain completely optimistic about our future.
its the most incredible happiness and pain at the same time. I mean I really wish I could express what's going on to someone but everyone will know eventually.
love.

Yeah, I found out.
I can't even find the words for what I want to do to you.